Well, today, first of all, before I go to school, I had an argument with my mum, she got really toxic to me and that made a "great" start for the day. Then, I went at the school and got bullied there by my whole class. I fought back but, having everyone (almost) against me hurt me more. After the school day ended, the brother of a person that I really cared for blocked me saying that my friend and he (my friend's brother), hate me and want me out of their lives. The day continues with losing another friend, who was really toxic to me at the worse point- (I am fighting with my mother right now and she is cursing at me). At the worse point and I had to unfriend him. Now my mum is really mean to me. The thing that saddens me the most is that, for many days I am really tired and can barely do anything but, today, I was and still am so dead that I could not even animate... I tried and it turned out really bad, and not only that, but I also have to go to my Karate Lessons right now. I am so so tired...
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You will move out one day and have better friends. Focus on that.
I will try my hardest to focus on that. Just, sometimes I lose hope and I think that it will take a lot of time. I am just too tired of all of this... Thanks for helping me, I really appreciate it!
@ZebraHumor @YukixBananas Most of your life is still ahead of you. It doesn't seem like it is right now, but it is.
I know that it is. The thing is that it is too far from the presence. Time is really valuable. In Odyssey, many people from Odysseus's crew lost hope and gave up at the fight. In fact most of them did. Others died from the beasts, anyways. The point is that Odysseus had enough faith to return to his kingdom and wife. When he returned his dog passed away from it's happiness. When he returned at his kingdom he had an awful surprise. A bunch of men eating his food and waiting to get married with his wife (she loved only Odysseus.). But he fought, after all these years of suffering and got his throne and family back. My journey to my dreams will take a long time and I will have to fight many beasts but, faith, isn't loyal. She must be with me sometimes but, some other times she is not at all. As long as I have you guys, my fans supporting me, I will have all the faith I need. Even if you guys are only 9. For me it's a lot 9 people being my fans. I still have the wish for our company to grow, so I will feel even more motivated on my plans and life. I am glad that I have opened a New Grounds page. Thank you, everyone, and you, personally for being one of the people that is supporting me. I wish you to have a great day, or night. Also, sorry for writting this much, I got a bit too chatty today. Bye!
Don't want to offend you but
(your first post)
>"My page will not be a venting, or depressed one!"
bruh
It's a report. I'm not crying over stuff.
@Amni3D Yeah...
Amni3D
That kind of thing used to happened to me a bunch, it really does suck when you're having a particularly bad day, then you go to school and it's like "maybe I can keep my mind off of stuff" and a bunch of crap happens there too.
I can't say much outside of "sometimes that's how it is", but you do have to power through it. You should get some rest, take a break, even a little can make you feel better. But at the same time, don't let you being sad utterly halt you from making stuff. It's good to look back and say "even if I felt knocked out, I was still doing stuff" to contrast. Also helps keep your mind off of things a little more.
I-Yuki-I
This helps me kind of. But mostly, speaking with people and having supportive words help the most. That really helps. Thank you.